Rough Spot

Well things just seem to get tougher and tougher...This season is so confusing for me and I don't know where the Lord is taking me but I know He is always with me. I just hate the things that I am having to deal with and encounter...Really how much can I really handle because I think at times I'm at my limit and then something else comes up...I'm trying to be so strong about everything but it just hurts so bad inside. My spirit feels so weak and I'm just praying for strength and help during all of this...Its so overwhelming. I know God never said I wouldn't endure hard times but that He would be with me through them and I know He was there the whole time if not I wouldn't be alive....But just continue to pray for peace, rest, and strength through this rough spot in my life...I can't wait for it all to be over with and I can put it behind me. Thank you for all the prayers that have already gone up...I appreciate them and your love and support. I am blessed to have each of you in my life and I love ya'll very much! I hope ya'll have a great weekend!!!!

The Simple Woman's Daybook

FOR TODAY Nov 10th...
Outside My Window are different color leaves all over the ground and its pretty. I love the fall colors!
I am thinking about the research paper I need to be working on.
I am thankful for relationships and how they change, grow, end, and begin.
From the kitchen is nothing Rachel hasn't gotten home yet to cook ;)
I am wearing a red dress shirt, my fav jeans, and black shoes.
I am creating a stress free week.
I am going to go to class at 7.
I am reading nothing at this time but need something for my book reports for Eng 102.
I am hoping that me and my x can still be friends and put the past behind us.
I am hearing the dogs bark because Rachel just pulled up.
Around the house is very clean. I got a lot of cleaning done Sat.
One of my favorite things is to take a hot bath and listen to music.
A Few Plans For The Rest Of The Week: Tomorrow get caught up on some reading and my research paper and see my nephew Carter for a lil while before they had back to Atl. And then just school and work until the weekend and Friday going to have dinner with some friends from my old church and Sat I might have lunch with a girlfriend of mine. So we shall see.
Here is picture thought I am sharing its a picture of me and my daddy. Since his accident he has called me several times just to tell me he loves me. And if you know me and my dads relationship it has NEVER been like that. I usually speak to him about once a year. But I know the Lord is dealing with him and is working on my heart on his behalf. Our relationship is changing and I am happy about it. Keep praying bc its working. This pic is before the accident of course.

Things are fallen apart....

I don't know what this season is all about the Lord has me in but I can't handle much more it seems. So many things has happened to me and my family the past few months. It's crazy. The enemy is attacking us like crazy. But I refuse for him to steal my joy...I wont let it happen. Yes, I'm hurt and confused about certain situations but I refuse to give up..God will not give us more than we can handle and I completely believe that. Sometimes I don't feel as strong as I face some of these wars that come against me but somehow each time I manage to get through them all. So once again Lord I give it all to You...ALL!...I can't live this life without you..I surrender myself to you ...Lord where you want me to go...Lord I'll go! Lord speak to me. Comfort my heart and guard my heart. Protect me and my family from the enemy and his attacks. I break the generational curses over my life, my families life, and if or when I have kids..I break it over there life's too in the name of Jesus...We are covered in the Blood of the Lamb and the enemy has no place in our life's...Satan you are under my feet in Jesus name! So Lord I am welling to give my all to You...so do what you want to do Lord. Take me where you want me to go, Lord. I give you complete control over my life and the decisions I make in my life. Help me Lord to come to you first before making any decisions', Lord. Help me to be more like You. Help me Lord to think like you think, speak like you speak, care as you care....Lord break my heart to what breaks yours. I want to become face to face with you like it talks in Ex.33:11 that you spoke face to face with Moses as a man would speak to his friend...I want that kind of intimacy with you Lord. Help me not to become distracted with what the world has to offer. It's all counterfeit to what you have to offer me. Help me to remember that, as situations and temptations come about Lord. Help me Lord to be a prime example of who You are, what You can do, and the love that You provide to each of us who receives it. Lord I love you with all my heart, mind, and soul! You are so worthy to be praised oh Lord. And all my days I will praise you!!!

Single Again

Here's just an update...I am now single again...My last relationship ended last night and I am just praying for the Lord's direction and will in both our life's!!! If it's meant to be, God will bring us back together again and if it's not, I've learned from it and enjoyed the time we had together and hope that we can stay friends. So that's it.

BonFire

Well Sat night we had a bon fire for work in Trenton, SC at a old farm house...Sounds spookie I know. Everyone came all dressed up and we had a custome contest for the kids and adults. It was really fun. We also cooked some smores, hot dogs, and we had hot coco. The funniest thing was the scarey hay ride. They had people in the woods to scare us as went into the woods on back of a tractor and trailer...Dressing up was fun I went as a punk rock star...Here are some pictures from that night.