Oh my where do I begin...things have been crazy. Work has been some what stressful and the gym has been a great way for me to release some of that. I have so much running thru my head on what the Lord wants for me to do and trying to have dove's eyes so that they are planted on Him and only Him. I keep getting distracted and trying to walk off course but I'm back on and hopefully will stay on for some while now.
I'm so ready to have a little family and enjoy that but can't rush things. The Lord has to stay in control of that and a very smart woman in my life told me today that the word has to come first then let the emotions come. If not it gets sticky. Oh boy is she right. Just from past relationships I've experienced...If I just didn't let my stinking emotions get involved I'd be alright....But you know me...rushing and driving head first in to everything....so I took a look today and cried my eyes out and finally realized that I needed to wait. Even if I did not want to...and it was the hardest thing ever! I hurt someone today that I really cared about.....but it was what I had to do. I pray that there will be a friendship still after all these years.....anywho....getting all emotional....
So yeh....Work is crazy...life is life...full of drama and waiting....Oh I forgot to mention that my sis is prego....She is having a lil boy. That makes 7 nephews and nieces! From my family and I still have some many that aren't really related but I claim them!!!!!!Crazy uh?!?! But I love being an Aunt...Theres nothing like it. 
This is Carters 1st Bday pic taken on 9/20/2009(his bday was 9/19
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