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This Christmas was the best one yet! My whole family got together on Christmas Eve because everyone had to work on Christmas day and it was amazing! We had it at my oldest sister's Tera's house and the almost the whole family was there...Which most of you know when that happens there is usually a fight or something bad happens but Praise the Lord that everything went really good and no one fought or anything...It was a true gift from God that everything went so well. We did miss Jamie..a lot and we always will!! And Destyonna, Carter, and Nicole couldn't make it.

I start school back on Jan 12th! I haven't made a final decision yet on what classes I'm taking...I will register on Jan 6th...

I have really enjoyed and needed a break with all that has happened...Its been stressful and hard to deal with but I just take one step at a time and I will continue to Praise the Lord no matter how big the storm is! Just pray that I receive His continuous peace and rest because I find it hard to sleep which is taking a toll on me. I appreciate every ones prayers for me..You can really tell when people are lifting you up it prayers...

Well I love you guys and I am blessed to have ya in my life..I hope everyone had a Blessed Christmas and I just pray a special blessing over your life and over your families! May the New Year bring much joy to ya!

Thanks again!!!

Just wanted to post something really!

So I really can't believe this year is almost over!! Time has gone by so fast...The older people in my life keep telling me to wait until I'm older b/c the time flies faster. I can't imagine that. But anyways this year has been a rough one but I am truly Blessed! I have amazing friends and a church family like no other! I love my family even though they are Very different, I still love them. I have been blessed with 6 nieces and nephews. They are my world!
So I am just thankful tonight just for everyone the Lord has put in my path. And can't wait to see what the Lord has in store for each of you and to see you grow in Him. Thank you for your prayers and your friendship. May the Lord bless you just as He has me for putting you guys in my life. I love each of you!

My Family/update

Please keep my family in your prayers! My little brother tried to commit suicide Friday and he is in and out of trouble with the police. And with it just being the holidays and without Jamie here its rough. So if you could say a special prayer for my family, I would greatly appreciate it.

School is out for our break and we don't go back until Jan!!!! YEAH!!!!!! I can't wait to help with the youth again...I really miss that.

Well that's about it for now.

Rough Spot

Well things just seem to get tougher and tougher...This season is so confusing for me and I don't know where the Lord is taking me but I know He is always with me. I just hate the things that I am having to deal with and encounter...Really how much can I really handle because I think at times I'm at my limit and then something else comes up...I'm trying to be so strong about everything but it just hurts so bad inside. My spirit feels so weak and I'm just praying for strength and help during all of this...Its so overwhelming. I know God never said I wouldn't endure hard times but that He would be with me through them and I know He was there the whole time if not I wouldn't be alive....But just continue to pray for peace, rest, and strength through this rough spot in my life...I can't wait for it all to be over with and I can put it behind me. Thank you for all the prayers that have already gone up...I appreciate them and your love and support. I am blessed to have each of you in my life and I love ya'll very much! I hope ya'll have a great weekend!!!!

The Simple Woman's Daybook

FOR TODAY Nov 10th...
Outside My Window are different color leaves all over the ground and its pretty. I love the fall colors!
I am thinking about the research paper I need to be working on.
I am thankful for relationships and how they change, grow, end, and begin.
From the kitchen is nothing Rachel hasn't gotten home yet to cook ;)
I am wearing a red dress shirt, my fav jeans, and black shoes.
I am creating a stress free week.
I am going to go to class at 7.
I am reading nothing at this time but need something for my book reports for Eng 102.
I am hoping that me and my x can still be friends and put the past behind us.
I am hearing the dogs bark because Rachel just pulled up.
Around the house is very clean. I got a lot of cleaning done Sat.
One of my favorite things is to take a hot bath and listen to music.
A Few Plans For The Rest Of The Week: Tomorrow get caught up on some reading and my research paper and see my nephew Carter for a lil while before they had back to Atl. And then just school and work until the weekend and Friday going to have dinner with some friends from my old church and Sat I might have lunch with a girlfriend of mine. So we shall see.
Here is picture thought I am sharing its a picture of me and my daddy. Since his accident he has called me several times just to tell me he loves me. And if you know me and my dads relationship it has NEVER been like that. I usually speak to him about once a year. But I know the Lord is dealing with him and is working on my heart on his behalf. Our relationship is changing and I am happy about it. Keep praying bc its working. This pic is before the accident of course.

Things are fallen apart....

I don't know what this season is all about the Lord has me in but I can't handle much more it seems. So many things has happened to me and my family the past few months. It's crazy. The enemy is attacking us like crazy. But I refuse for him to steal my joy...I wont let it happen. Yes, I'm hurt and confused about certain situations but I refuse to give up..God will not give us more than we can handle and I completely believe that. Sometimes I don't feel as strong as I face some of these wars that come against me but somehow each time I manage to get through them all. So once again Lord I give it all to You...ALL!...I can't live this life without you..I surrender myself to you ...Lord where you want me to go...Lord I'll go! Lord speak to me. Comfort my heart and guard my heart. Protect me and my family from the enemy and his attacks. I break the generational curses over my life, my families life, and if or when I have kids..I break it over there life's too in the name of Jesus...We are covered in the Blood of the Lamb and the enemy has no place in our life's...Satan you are under my feet in Jesus name! So Lord I am welling to give my all to You...so do what you want to do Lord. Take me where you want me to go, Lord. I give you complete control over my life and the decisions I make in my life. Help me Lord to come to you first before making any decisions', Lord. Help me to be more like You. Help me Lord to think like you think, speak like you speak, care as you care....Lord break my heart to what breaks yours. I want to become face to face with you like it talks in Ex.33:11 that you spoke face to face with Moses as a man would speak to his friend...I want that kind of intimacy with you Lord. Help me not to become distracted with what the world has to offer. It's all counterfeit to what you have to offer me. Help me to remember that, as situations and temptations come about Lord. Help me Lord to be a prime example of who You are, what You can do, and the love that You provide to each of us who receives it. Lord I love you with all my heart, mind, and soul! You are so worthy to be praised oh Lord. And all my days I will praise you!!!

Single Again

Here's just an update...I am now single again...My last relationship ended last night and I am just praying for the Lord's direction and will in both our life's!!! If it's meant to be, God will bring us back together again and if it's not, I've learned from it and enjoyed the time we had together and hope that we can stay friends. So that's it.